Transient

That is probably the word used to describe my remaining days in camp. I would probably be making just rare guest appearances this month and of course in oct. There's something stopping me right now from rambling further about army, cos i think its too insecure to post it here. I was rather stunned that someone asked me to take down the name of the composer for my previous post. My first reaction was like OMG, someone actually cares about it u see. Not that my blog is often read though. But i can really feel for the first time how restrictive is blogging, or maybe it applies to the internet as a whole. Everything u say can be tracked, and there are people doing these jobs. It certainly hurt to see people critisizing about ur works or even ur character, but in this world we ought to recognise diversity right? Rational people treat critics with a pinch of salt, or even are thankful to them. Ok this idea should stop here. The rules of this game is not set by me. I just follow it.

Talking about rules, recently read cashflow quadrant, a book by the author of rich dad, poor dad. I've not finished the book yet, but it has dawned upon me that there are rules for everything in this world. Life is a choice, but its a choice hindered by an emotional labyrinth. The decisions we make are so incomprehensible at times, bewildering ourselves too! Our life is a culmination of micro decisions and the macro environmental factors. Navigation is invariably tough if we are indecisive, or lacking in the willpower to make pivotal decisions. That is why people say seize the moment, but to obscure this idea, i would say that the moment can just be anytime, it is an unknown. So how to seize something unknown huh.. u might ask it.. but it boils down onto our values and thinking. Humans have preferences. We have our irrationality. We have our moods and temperaments. All these play a part in our decision making, and influences us to different extents.

Nevermind if you dont really get what i was blabbering. Transience. All this is inevitably over by the time u read this sentence. Time has passed. An end summons the beginning of another. The day revolves around a constant us, and not the other way round.

Alright, before i plunge into another realm of philosophy, i shall stop here. btw i'm on duty. And this gives u an idea of how transient life is in the army.