在那远方我仿佛听见你的呼唤,你的慰问。虽然遥远,但却清晰。在感情王海里,是那么特殊,那么真诚。或许是我自己胡乱猜想,也许根本就没这回事。感觉上是在自欺欺人,但也不愿意这样。心中那么混浊,生命似乎不能有所期盼。对于我周边的事,我似乎总是不能搞清楚,做清楚。我不想这样,但又一筹莫展。一线线希望,恐怕将随着我的无奈而遗憾离去,一场欢喜一场空。
Next, temp work hasn't been anything fun at all. To say the least, it silences the drive in me to do more productive work. But it was my choice in the first place, so i have no rights to reproach myself. All i can do is to see how time can be better utilised, how emotions can be better managed. As quoted from a few posts back ago, life after ORD wouldn't be as easy as expected. There are challenges in every phase of our life, to avoid it is tantamount to cowardice. To grudge is to reinforce the discomfort we face, and to sulk and get depressed is to weaken oneself even before the battle starts. It is inevitable, so face it.
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